Saturday, February 25, 2006
ok peeps if you guys are like bored or what and dont mind doing something silly for me why not try this out?http://kevan.org/johari?name=Sookeemany thanks (:anws the death judgement day a.k.a doomsday a.k.a ADVANCED LEVELS RESULTS RELEASE DAY is 1st March, next Wednesday. ive been looking so forward to this day that im no longer that excited\nervous\uptight about the whole nerve-wrecking issue. i mean of course im still anxious about my results but its not that jialat as compared to the last 2 weeks when i thought the results would be coming out on a Friday. ok so wish me tonnes of luck alright? albeit its way too late now to change anything about it if it turns out like shit.come to think of it, i can only vaguely remember my jc days in sa because i dont think it was well spent and truly enjoyed, that's why it's not deeply etched in my memory.i remember spending loadsa time with xiaoling and xiaohui at the balcony, not to study for mine and xiaohui's case, but to finish up whatever homework untouched\undone\unfinished. and that xiaoling would be happily consulting some smartarses on how to solve those difficult questions she hadnt been able to crack(rather rare). and how we'd seize every opportunity to gossip and bitch about others, especially a certain someone whom we got quite irritated with, with each passing day. well gossiping has always been mine and xiaoling's forte, while xiaohui will be the sinner of all sinners, listening to all of them. evil laugh*and i remember how we'd be there for one another. too many times that i cant exactly think of any to write about. i was really lucky to have them with me throughout my jc days. i was so hesitant coming to sa intially cuz i thought its sucha ya-ya ba-na-na school for more angmoh people. guess i was wrong, since i managed to find 2 cheena poks in my class(who even dragged me to CHINESE ORCHESTRA). how sweet.of course, the most important thing that has ever happened during my days there is to find reuben sivaraj. we only got together in j2, spending lotsa time out after school. i know its sucha crucial year for us all, but feelings like love between a boy and a girl cannot be suppressed so easily haha. alright alright, im just giving myself a darn excuse. i know he's an indian and all but surprisingly i dont find myself feeling awkward going out with him. and he sure doesnt seem like an indian to me because well, he just doesnt fit into the image people have of an indian.ok ive digressed. as i was saying, our once playful and carefree and sweet and romantically silly days were soon gone with the wind. serious business started as soon as March 2oo5? with mugger friends like xiaoling and xiaohui and me myself being a born can-only-study-but-not-smart girl, see the dark and terrible days coming. and reub being a study-conscious kid too, our dates were cut down slowly but steadily, every month without fail. im blessed to have him with me during the immediate weeks before A's, or else.......................................and now back to my results. i dont think ive studied as hard compared to my O's days. oh well, only god knows what i truly deserved.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
oh hullo people. yes, i've revived myself in blogging because my life is getting so boring with eat&sleep&play&work&maple. yeah, see how pathetic my days have been reduced to.work has been fine only, but nothing more than fine and perhaps maybe less. the kids all added up is the BIGGESTnightmare i can ever think of. primary 1 to primary 6 students alike, they're weird and funny brats. i wonder how Bena survived them last December holidays lol. i teach Science there and it's manageable. the class of p3 is the super notorious and irritating one, i don't understand how their behaviour can be so horrendous. i'm pretty certain i weren't even half as naughty as any one of them haha.work aside, today's sucha bright and sunny and good-for-tanning day! so i met up with Minshan and we walked to JE swimming complex and swam a few laps and whichafter we just lay at the wave pool to suntan. man, what a fantabulous feeling to be out in the sun (due to the fact that my workplace is a bomb-shelter and i stay home most of the time to rot and i can't even exercise as my sports shoes were kena thrown by my brother in a moment of FOLLY)! and then we walked back to the market near our houses to makan lunch. i had chicken rice (which was heavenly since i was so so hungry) and she had mixed rice. then we went home and i continue to rot in front of my com haha.geez, i realised i've been blogging very boring stuff. my life is really that un-interesting.haha i hope Reub will pass out of his BMT soon. my life just hasn't been the same ever since he left me to become a man.
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